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:: matching w/ zen ml 💗[ ON A BREAK READ WHY]
I’m taking a break, idk how long but I feel so unmotivated and fall into this mindset that I HAVE to post and make the videos perfect, and honestly that sucks- I can’t keep that up, and I know I don’t post a lot due to this issue. I love Gacha but I don’t think making videos is for me, at the start I had so much motivation I was blowing up and I loved jacking videos. And then I didn’t, I hate making videos. For YouTube specifically, when I make videos for myself I feel good, like I don’t have to finish them I can take my time. When I make videos for my channel I feel so pressured. I don’t wanna talk on and on, but I’m gonna watch the community and if it gets worse I might not ever come back. Love you all so much! Tysm for all the support I’ve got as a small creator 💗🫶
I’m taking a break, idk how long but I feel so unmotivated and fall into this mindset that I HAVE to post and make the videos perfect, and honestly that sucks- I can’t keep that up, and I know I don’t post a lot due to this issue. I love Gacha but I don’t think making videos is for me, at the start I had so much motivation I was blowing up and I loved jacking videos. And then I didn’t, I hate making videos. For YouTube specifically, when I make videos for myself I feel good, like I don’t have to finish them I can take my time. When I make videos for my channel I feel so pressured. I don’t wanna talk on and on, but I’m gonna watch the community and if it gets worse I might not ever come back. Love you all so much! Tysm for all the support I’ve got as a small creator 💗🫶
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